Father forgive them for they turned their backs on you!

My heart is breaking. I am watching youths that were on fire for God just BLOW IT!
The word is no longer hidden in their hearts. They find disdain in the name Jesus and would rather not go down the path anymore… you know, “the straight and narrow”…
Oh, I realize, at some point, we all had to test the waters, so to speak. See if we really want to follow Jesus. But I am watching teens that were so on fire..more than I ever was at that age… tasting the sweet taste that is the life with Christ…and their mouths no longer speak Christ, but the words of the world.
They no longer pray, they no longer bask in God’s word. They hold up and bring to light things that are in the darkness!
Oh…I pray. I pray every second. But the deceiver is doing what he does best…and the ones that are walking away are listening to him…satan, the evil, underhanded life taker.
My heart is breaking. I watched as a young lady who spoke nothing other than Jesus, sang sweet music to HIM, for HIS glory and filth comes out of her mouth, instead of the sweet voice of God coming from her spirit…
I watched as a young man, one minute was praising God, wanting to preach, now getting in trouble with the law and couldn’t care less about where God is in his life.
I watched as another young man, ruined his life, got a girl pregnant, abandoned her and went into the deep dark world of drugs and alcohol…you wouldn’t recognize him today… just a few years ago, he was standing on God’s word, ready with an answer to all who challenged him…
Face book is full of some of the teenagers praising God on one hand and stealing with the other.
My heart is breaking…as I watch them lie about things that really don’t matter.. as I watch them go down that long spiraling hole of depression…
I watch and pray as they condone worldly, dirty, dark things and raise their hands in “surrender” to God.
My heart is breaking…..
I pray. I cry… I pray some more…
Peter said in 2 Peter 2:20-22
“For if, after they have escaped the defilements of the world through the knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, they are again entangled in them and overcome, the last state has become worse for them than the first. For it would have been better for them never to have known the way of righteousness than after knowing it to turn back from the holy commandment delivered to them. What the true proverb says has happened to them: “The dog returns to its own vomit, and the sow, after washing herself, returns to wallow in the mire.””

Crucifying Christ again..as they go backwards toward the dark, dank, dungeon of death….as in Hebrews 6:4-6

“For it is impossible, in the case of those who have once been enlightened, who have tasted the heavenly gift, and have shared in the Holy Spirit, and have tasted the goodness of the word of God and the powers of the age to come, and then have fallen away, to restore them again to repentance, since they are crucifying once again the Son of God to their own harm and holding him up to contempt.”

Paul said to the Corinthians in 2 Corinthians 11:3 and MY BIGGEST FEAR…
“But I am afraid that as the serpent deceived Eve by his cunning, your thoughts will be led astray from a sincere and pure devotion to Christ.”

I pray that those teenagers…some were teenagers, now adults that were on fire… some of the teens that decided to go back to where they came from…will read this and say. OH NO! I broke my God’s heart again!!

God the Father who loves His children is crying,, weeping, screaming…COME BACK CHILDREN…COME BACK!!!

My heart is breaking……